Few minutes ago, I was very happy returned from a yum cha session with Hugo. Who is Hugo? The guy who took this picture, not in the picture.
He is willing to teach me photography and promised to be the videographer for my sister wedding, for free!
Surprisingly, he actually has a lot of connections for charity works, something that I have in mind for so long but never really make it happen. He also can intro some charity works for me to do, such as visiting disabled kids, give them hugs, play with them(something i really love to do), and maybe taking photo for them when I am skillful enough.
Meeting Hugo, since the last time we met at Ipoh, it seems like he has grown up a lot. So much different from that funny guy who keeps teasing me when we used to work together at Genting. I guess he must have gone through something that really touches his heart, makes him getting *bored* with life? Not sure, but from how he sounded, seems like he is sad that he’s getting further from his dream? Or could it be relationship problem? He mentioned his ex-gf used to live near my house. I have a feeling, with my superb extraordinary women sensitivity, I feel that it must be relationship problem. But I think he is at the recovering stage now? Not sure, haha, maybe I think too much. Myself is ????.

But when I reached home, my RSS feeder retrieve Abbish’s blog entry, written in big red font. I do understand many of the chinese words…until the specific line that declares his relationship with his gf, I have to double check in the dictionary, the words ??. I am right. Ended. It has ended? But aren’t they getting married soon? From what I know, from what I read in all his writings, he loves his gf a lot. But what makes an end? So fragile…Loves can be this unexpected, unreliable

Another colleague of mine, put this message in her google talk. �??????????�?This is so true.
Tomorrow, my friend will be signing on that certificate that will officially ends her bachelor life. Married to become an aunty Happy? I am for sure happy for her, because she found the right one. I guess nobody, including the couple will appreciate this ceremony more than me. To them, it shows their love for each other, to me, it shows love does exist!

I typed “love hurts” in the google search box and found a lot of entries, one of it is this. Ouch, it really hurts myself when there are so many familiar lines like “…Actually i knew it was her fault but i still forgave her and felt guilty that maybe i did something wrong” or “The more you try to hold someone the more difficult it becomes to hold that person”

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

I never felt true love until I was with you, and I never felt true sadness until you left me.

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.

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