I’ve got to bring up this picture again.
Just had dinner with Li San, Chee Fai and Fei Fei.
Fei Fei brought along Teddy and a good news as well.
They are getting married somewhere this year.

My mind then recalled this post about how I am always the lonely one in my house during the university life.
This is going to be a fact real soon. ONGKI IS STILL THE LEFT OVER
Not that I can’t accept this fact, it’s just that there’s still a voice in me which keep laughing at myself.
Is it fated like that? Pre-destined? But what’s wrong with me?
Came home, I keep thinking, what’s wrong with Ongki? Why am I never approaching 幸福？ どして？？？
The reality is, Ongki is approcahing her 30′s.
Like my colleagues who sang this song,

十个女仔九个认细
明明系老巨话唔系
三张几野扎起辫仔
青春美丽就无失礼

It is somehow easy for me to find an answer for myself. To make myself feel better.
Like what’s in the movies plot, the heroin, if they are among a group of girls, she will always be the last to meet their prince and then the story will end with a, “…and then they live happily ever after”.
Why leh? Because the girl is special ma. They will either have extraordinary fate or they will change at a certain plot.
Hehe, very forceful, am I?

Anyway, like what I always believe, I give in myself to god for his arrangement,

命裏有時終須有，命裏無時莫強求