16 weeks pregnant!

Had gynae check up last Saturday. Seems good. Waiting for blood test result.
Getting into the 4th month, things seems to changed better, less morning sicknesses.
Just wonder why tummy still small….can’t wait to see it gets bigger and let me feel him kicking
I love my baby

What if….

… I accept him many years ago?
His wife name would be Elaine Ong Maclaine-Cross instead of Elaine Gan Maclaine-Cross. lol, just a silly thought knowing that a guy who once wrote me a lovely poem are married to an Elaine too

But life has no turning back.

Read the book, “Who Moved My Cheese”. It’s true we should always remember to move forward, but the book didn’t mention that, in that Maze, we can always turn backward, go back to original place and re-run again.

But in real life, we only get to do things ONCE. Thus, we do things very carefully, thinking and planning, and that what makes us different from the mice, aren’t we?

Frusfrated with the demanding client…wish to reply her email,

Dear Cyn****,
If you keep pushing us like that, we might just CHANGE!!!!

Your lovely Elaine

Love is Another Way to Die

an interesting excerpts from an interesting websites,

I recall the exact moment I realized I loved him. There were no butterflies in my stomach and I didn’t conflict over how to tell him. Love, to me, is not a Shakespeare sonnet. I never talk about belonging to him, or giving him a piece of my heart and soul. Instead, he and I stand silently, staring at each other like two soldiers about to go into an unwinnable war. Darien’s gaze is always uncanny, impenetrable, and I never quite know if what he’s going to say is cynical or teasing. There’s also something dark and smoldering in his eyes, almost violent. But if I asked, he’d just tell me I was seeing things.

I felt a sense of dawning wonder and grief when I realized how I much I cared about him. Love is my asphyxiate. It is complicated and brutal. It happens without warning and makes my chest feel heavy and constricted. I understand that men like Darien aren’t meant to be tamed. His purpose is to remain wild, uninhibited. Perhaps love with him is best left evanescent and fleeting, yet undeniably precious.

“Don’t say anything,” Darien all but growls.

I shudder at his tone, wondering if my expression has given me away. Love is something I don’t want to admit aloud. I’m too unstable and my life is too inconsistent. There are instances where love isn’t all healing, when it is unsafe and the idea of it conquering anything is a lie.

“I won’t,” I promise.

He looks almost hesitant as he steps away from me. “Then you’ll run.”

In an uncertain, volatile world, admitting to love is far too dangerous and telling someone to run is the best way of informing them that they are cherished. Sometimes, love is destructive and declaring it aloud is just another way to hurt someone. In the world Darien and I live in, saying “I love you” is just another way to die.

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Prove this!

Now is better than later.
Later is better than never.
Organized is better than messy.
Big things are composed by smaller things.
Smaller things are done by action.
Think like a person of action.
Act like a person of thought.
The beginning is half of every action.
The longest journey starts with the first step.
Everything should be made as simple as possible.
But not simpler.
Celebrate any progress.
Don’t wait to get perfect.
Deadlines and stress are a part of life.

Chinglish

Found a website, engrish.com. Very funny…but this is fact, not exaggerated.
I’ve been to China and see english like this…”commit crime, severe penalty” and many more, didn’t recall.
Should have take picture…but this website has quite many real funny ones…
Listed few of my favorites,

Hey! Die further away….

Don’t misunderstood me, I have nothing against the great China, I just don’t understand why can’t they get a translator for it?
And, its gonna be a good laugh for all the kuai-lou during the Beijing Olympics

放下一个人

朋友给我的。他copy了几段给我，说，
手酸了，自然会放下手上的东西，心理累了，就把心事给放下来。。。

放下一个人

在人生的旅程中
某一段路也许会有个人一直与你同行
然而世事难测，当你们无缘再牵手的时候
你是否能真的能把她从你心里放下呢

放下一个人不是每天早上睁开双眼
就告诉自己不要再想她
而是当自己忙完手边的工作
静下来的时候，偶尔会浮现出她的一颦一笑

放下一个人不是想到她的时候
心会隐隐作痛
而是从心底感激她能陪你走过人生中的一程
嘴上挂着一丝甜甜的微笑

放下一个人不是想得到又怕知道她的信息
而是知道他和别人有了幸福后
能默默的为她祝福，希望她能快乐

放下不是忘记 而是珍藏在心

也许放下一个人会很难，
漫漫人生路，当我们步履蹒跚，举步维艰的时候，
适当的学会放手，你的旅程才会变得轻松

一路平安 – Have a pleasant journey

你可知道 别离有许多意思
do you know, leaving has many meanings

你可知道 生命有许多故事
do you know, life has many stories

你我只不过是长河中的水珠
you and I are just the drops of water in the long river

有缘凝聚 最后终需轻轻挥手
fated to meet, in the end still need to bid goodbye

即使不见也有牒渡 梦里相见
although doesn’t meet, we still miss, to meet in the dream

我不喜欢说再见
i don\’t like to say goodbye

让我们再次无声对望
let us look into each other in silence

如果 你一定要说
if, you must say

请轻轻吻额 说声 ： 夜安
please lightly kiss forehead and say, good night

如果你要远行
if you are going for long trip

请牢记我心里一句话
please remember a word in my heart

一路平安
please have a pleasant journey

Memories

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains;
as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits.
As long as we have friendship, each day is never a waste.

To love is like playing the piano.
First, you must learn to play from the heart.

There are some things that we never want to let go of�.
people we never want to leave behind,
but keep in mind that letting go isn�t the end of the world.
It�s the beginning of new life.
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Birthdate can tell who you are

[1st.]
The number 1 energy suggests an increased measure of executive ability and
leadership qualities than you path may have indicated. A birthday on day 1 of
any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather
original approach. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle
details, preferring instead
to paint with a broad brush. You may be sensitive, but your feeling stay rather
repressed.
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Self discipline, I had it once…

This was what i wrote to myself in 15th June, 2000.

DO YOU WANT TO SUCCESS OR NOT ????
YOUR PARENTS IS WAITING AT HOME !
DON�T DISSAPOINT THEM !!!!!!!

1. STUDY EVERYDAY :
� Study constantly � spend at least 4 hours per day to do revision
� Cope up with daily lectures
� Prepare the next lesson that will be taught
� Finish up assignment as soon as possible
� Study your own lesson constantly, never stop at the half!

2. DO NOT WASTE TIME:
� Do not take evening nap
� Do not spend time on the computer if unnecessary
� No VCD, computer game and net
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