I am Anakin Skywalker ????

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The discovery of a GHOST…

Still struggling over that matter but rather proud of myself that it’s no longer a torturing moment. The worst had just passed and i managed to overcome in just one and half day. In fact, I am really so regret that i spent the past 5 years, seeing a

GHOST

. Really feel that this is the most suitable word to represent him.

GHOST (n)
The spirit of a dead person, especially one believed to appear in bodily likeness to living persons or to haunt former habitats.
The center of spiritual life; the soul.
A demon or spirit.

10 reasons why he’s a ghost:
1) dead person, souless
2) haunt habitats
3) demon
4) ugly
5) cruel
6) scary
7) bloody
a zombie
9) noiseless
10) HE’s SUCKS!

Fei Fei’s Birthday @10 May 2005

Celebrated at LowYat Redbox. Its a wonderful night. Everyone enjoys and I guess CF enjoyed the most cox he was drunk!

Bee Ling Gave Birth @4th May 2005

Yes! She finally delivered her baby boy, but its a cesarean delivery.
Much ealier than the expected date but we were all very glad because that means she will be able to make it to Li San’s wedding dinner.
haha, really couldn’t imagine how she’ll look like carrying baby.
Oh…we are now officially AUNTIE! OMG…imagine,

……’boy, call Auntie Ongki’

We are no longer frens

1st May 05 – denotes the day we are not friends anymore.
I am very angry. And its really true that the difference between love and hatred is just a small tiny line.

hatred
n : the emotion of hate; a feeling of dislike so strong that it demands action [syn: hate] [ant: love]

Frankly,I have no reason to get angry and put the blame on him. What am i really angry about?
Angry at him for not loving me in return?
Angry for treating me as his friend only?
Angry for getting closer to me, but only as a fren?
Angry for not concern over me when I need him the most?
Angry for telling me that he will not appear whenever i appear?

I don’t care for which reason i am angry about, but i am like awake from a dream, awake from a nightmare. I will no longer shed any tears for him. I will not taking pills to get sleep at nite, so i dun have to think of him. I will no longer hate myself for loving him!

I really wan him to know, its his loss for not having me around him.
I told him, ‘i will hate you 4ever, i swear’.
I mean it, I really don’t wish to see him anymore, I don’t wish to hear even his name from now on.
I don’t care which gal he’s going out anymore, which gal is he sticking to, or which gal is he crying for anymore.
It’s really an ending between us, after 5 years knowing each other.
5 years….thats not too long, but it aint short. Too pity to let go the memories i have for him, but knowing that he never really appreciate it, i couldnt think any reason why should i keeping it in my head?
Well, one good thing from this is that, i know i have many frens around who really cares a lot about me. SY, CCY, CKY and especially SSCH. I shouldnt let them down, i shouldnt let the evil him took the angel me!
It is such a big world out there and I should not hide in this room and feel miserable everyday…

Tonite meeting PeiS, PeyS, CCY, CKY, AY … i was really happy.
I am glad i can laugh so well, laugh without forcing myself to.
I even announced to them that ONGKI is back! Dun care if they hear or not, it is me who is glad of myself.
So happy now, will sleep peacefully from tonight onwards.
HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!