Just realised many are reading my blog…

I just realised the posting about GHOST has got one commment, by an unknown.
Who the heck? Why say me nuts?

CIS, CNI………

Very tired. Just came back from Secret Recipe. Doris’s birthday today.
This morning, reached office and had a two hours meeting, arranging schedules.
That was the first time I attended such a stressful meeting.
CNI project will only results in two consequences, either a humiliating failure or a huge success. But so far, it is humiliating. I really wish the team can really make it on schedule. Everything will be fine if we can make it to 8 July and they left to India. Pray and work hard for that.
Received an email which i think i am not prepared to read, straightaway moved to trash without much hesitation. I don’t want my emotion to be affected by other matters during this critical period.
No news from Singapore. They might have changed decision not to hire me. Well, if so, then I might be more happy as i don’t have to struggle either to leave CIS or not.
Working in CIS is really frusfrating sometimes, its challenging, fast, stressful etc. That is why i dun wish to leave at this period, i don’t want to do things half way.
i am so keen to battle across the war with my other colleagues.
Work comes first at this time. Friends are not inviting me out anymore
Well, i am sure if they are really my friend, they should understand, what kind of person I am.

I am after my career now.

Today, when we were just about to leave office, we were in joking mood.
I couldnt finish my task and told Sky to come office tomorrow at 6am.
He din’t think much and answered, ‘OK, then you wait me on the bed’!!!
Argh, that cracks everybody’s laughter. This guy really made a huge mistake.
He’s cute, i just have that feeling of brothers for him. Maybe he does look like my brother, tall, big built. That could be the reason why I am close to him at work.
But sometimes he’s kinda ‘fan’ and acted really childish. Oh, when will my brother grown up???

Working in Singapore?

Applied that job with the expection of ‘just-for-fun’, never know that I got replied just few hours after that. Talked with Jean, the boss, quite an interesting chat, although it’s only via the phone. Glad that he actually complimented my CV!
Everything sounded really good, I like his stlye and frankly telling him that I wanna higher than the figure he suggested.

The next day, talked to his HR lady again, this time, sounded more formal, normal questions during interview. Pretty boring to chat with her.
Got her email today, saying to arrange a final interview. Told me to arrange a day when I can go there, where they will arrange flight for me? Does that mean they will bear the cost for me? Sure boh???? Well, in that case, i will definitely go for sure. At least, I don’t have to take bus for hours. Actual day is yet to plan but should be next week. They sounded really sincere to hire me. I scared I might dissapoint them as I found that I am quite inefficient
Working in CIS is really like going for war everyday. Worse still, we are at CNI now.
A very big corporation with own building. We have to travel to Shah Alam for this n next wk. Been there for few days, and it seems quite fun. Saw how customer been pushing n sarcastically complaining system. Oh dear, pity Miss Heng, my idol. She’s really a very capable n charismatic manager, how long will it take for me to be like her?
Vey tiring, eyes half closed. Tomorrow gotta go to work at 6am! Aih, shouldn’t have challenge Doris n Eunice with such self-torturing decision. Anyway, hope to go there early, finish job early and go to Li San’s house earlier too. Wish to spend good times with friends there.

Li San & Chung Khin wedding dinner @Bukit Jalil Golf Club, 18th June 05

A post on good news this time, after a long break from posting.
The worst had gone and I can foresee the good ones are on the way.

Li San had her weddding dinner last Saturday. Wedding pics here.

Those attended were Fei n Teddy, Mei Har n Mathew, Bee n Vincent,Chee Fai, Nicole n Bing Han, Fei Tseh n Vincent, Yim Lye, Kwok Siang n Ai Chen, Kelvin, A Yong, Woei Boon, Kelly n Michelle n Hee.

It was a great evening and it was the moment I’ve been long awaited for.
I am not too sure what was I excited about…but I realised everytime my girls are getting married, I will always be happy for them. I believe it’s

not easy to find someone whom you’ll love and will love you in return and ended up with a blessed marriage

At least I don’t have this confidence that I myself will have one

Li San n hubby….they actually look good together. This is the first time I attended a dinner where the couple will actually sing volunterily on the stage. haha..
But it’s not about how nice they sounded, but they really gave me a very very sweet feeling. I am sure they were both trembling while singing, especially Li San cause I saw her holding so tight to hubby. That’s where and how we define the connection between wife and husband…rely and trust each other, backup each other thru goods and bads…

I was really dressed up, with facial treatment, makeups and hairdos, all at Taman Maluri, new dress from Naf Naf, RM145 after 50% discount, new shoes from Nose, RM65.90 before 20% discount, new earing, necklace and handbag from Axcess, RM105++. Oh, and new undergarments too, RM55++ from Sorella…hahaha!
In fact, I think i over do actually. I prefer to see myself simpler and natural. I learnt that next time I must stress this explicitly to hairdresser n make up sifoo.
Even my mom asked if I am going there to be the bride?! Mmmmppp….
I am thinking what is the main purpose I am doing this…to attract attentions? to show to my coursemates I am more than that dull and fat Ongki? to prove to ‘him’ that he will regret?? whatever….

Well, the highlight of the evening is definitely CF got drunk. ‘Killed’ by Kelly. Haha, terribly and mercilessly got ‘killed’. Wasted the red wine…haha!
And pretty sure that the so called senior will be labeled as

Drunken Master

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Caused such a stir…aih…I am thinking why didn’t I ‘deng’ 1 or 2 glass for him…cause i scared ppl will start gossiping us? Ppl already did that when he put his hand on my shoulder when taking pics.