我对北京的爱与恨

来了一个月。 工作还顺利吗？ 看齐来很不麻。
我真的没想到CIS还是糊里糊涂的。
我的选择离开SG到底正确吗？？？
我很不明白为何他们都问我为何要回CIS.
我觉得那分工太闷了巴。
可是现在这一份又太乱七八糟得。
天啊。。。救救我吧。

唯一我觉得很难值得是我认识了KK.
他为人很者的我们去学习。
在我眼中他什么都行。

*ongki : argh, its bloody torturing typing in chinese!!!*

Beijing after a month…going back?

Yes, I was assigned to return to CIS MY office.
Its been a month here and I was all the way enjoyed so much.
But out of sudden, LTW told me if I am interested to go back.
Since then on, my mind has been so confused.
But right now, I know what I want, no more confusion.
Yes, I wan to stay here in BJ. I wan to be with my frens here.
Of course, there is someone else whom I would like to spend more time with before he himself will be moving somewhere else for work.
But he will never understand and my reluctance to return is partly because of him
But i guess he is only a passer by in my life, although i think he could be my THE ONE.
Argh…i hate myself for using the brain to think about stuff other than work.
But work has been disspointing. Been here for a month, but the management still haven’t come out with any concrete and final planning. They just keep changing.
But even if I am to return MY, or resigned, I should be glad that I have came to BJ before, paid by CIS.
I am just worry about how parents and friends look at me. I am not being not serious with this job. Its just that the company has been this messy!!