2nd Anniversary in XeerSoft

5th June, 2007
“…But there is something I am really looking forward, will be given chance to lead. After learning from the past with my failure of being a team leader, I promise myself to do well this time.”

17th May, 2008
Leaders, to be frank, I am too weak to be one. Too soft, does not have the credibility.
There’s people who obviously doesn’t respect me.

5th June, 2009
Two years, it’s already two years in this company. I remember, when I was in my internship company, my most respected mentor or supervisor told me, “…review yourself every two years, if there is no changes in yourself, then you need to make a move”.
Am not sure if it’s because of that, but coincidentally, all my jobs afterward were never longer than two years.
Maybe yes, in World.Net, slightly longer than that, could be because it was there where I was rooted. I enjoyed so much the time I had in World.Net. I am not who I am today without Lachlan, Francis and definitely Wilson.

This is the GM that sat beside me and taught me the A to Z.

In Netzed for a year, the second company, Elmen yelled at me, “…how can you write the program when you do not know what it is about????” Cool, Elmen, I remember that for the rest of my life. But is it about time for me to deliver this line to some other people also?

Insync, Singapore, 8 months, this is where I learnt CRM. This is where these guys work with passion.

CIS, 3 months + one year, this is where I’ve been flying around the world.
Need not to say about CIS anymore, it’s a huge part of my life where I have career turning point and relationship disaster. But of course, the knowledge, the people, the events I encountered, are irreplaceable.
It’s valuable and I didn’t regret I went through.

XeerSoft, 2 years, another turning point, brought me back to the basic. Identified many problems.
Been given many extraordinary chances and challenges. I failed to take up some, and there are some today which I don’t think I will be able to survive through. What should I do??
Will it stop here? I couldn’t climb up any further. I fell down on my knee. Hurt and bleeding.

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about, it’s all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa