Recaps : Ongki in 2007

Jan
- celebrated New Year in Munich, Germany with Chien Hui and family
- Alyssa is my new friend, I surely wants to go Germany again~ Breathtaking scenery!
- told Chien Hui about him and she told me to be strong

Feb
- back to Beijing, the last time being in China before moving back to my home sweet home, Malaysia
- Beijing hostel being broke in, lost many of my CD collections
- quit from CIS, sighed of relief, hope everything would be refreshed again

March
- jobless, stay at home, being pig
- joined ccy and others to Bangkok for holiday
- it was the best group holiday since….erm, dun remember when was the last!

April
- started new job in Skali, a bumiputra IT company, with Wilson, ex-colleague in WNS
- an exciting start knowing there are a lot to learn, I did learn a great deal about OOP
- visited the KWSP office, knowing how the data transferred from the system
- being in Skali, I changed my impression on the Malay’s capability

May
- still in Skali, can’t make it to stay longer because of internal management problem, I’ve got nothing to do, boring like hell
- Suet Mui’s wedding
- bought my very first very-expensive-dress-for-me dress. But I like it!
- started to feel unhappy again

Jun
- joined XeerSoft, one week of intensive training, met a lot of capable ppl
- the nearest working place i’ve ever had
- a new chapter of my working career

July
- BOUGHT A HOUSE at Kuchai Lama
- 20-07-2007, CY’s R.O.M
- sister announced news of marriage
- mom trying to match make me with a pan mee boy
- still feeling very unhappy

Aug
- the hardest month of the year, tired of crying
- suspect I am mentally ill
- decided to stop blogging

Sep (42K more to 50K)
- sister postponed wedding, because of xxx
- whole family sad
- ongkichilam.com reopened, i blog because i blog, not because anyone else

Oct (40K more to 50K)
- celebrated birthday with buddies, went Feeling, Hailo
- ah yat bought me a “chinese bun”
- the last birthday wish I got from him

Nov (38K more to 50K)
- company trip to A Famosa, Malacca
- first time playing paintball, damn exciting
- my last time wishing him happy birthday
- less coding, more project management works
- Mathew & Mai Har’s wedding, less excited than I expect it to be, but still glad seeing them walking hand in hand for the rest of their life
- Kenson Koh’s wedding, the best wedding dinner I’ve ever attend so far

Dec (36K more to 50K)
- addicted to WII, the Nintendo game, played a lot
- getting pressure at work, a very challenging, new and exciting task
- one of my best gal, Chee Yan’s wedding
- won RM200 from lottery, for Chee Yan’s new car plate number, 1612
- Peng Siang’s wedding, first time being in Alor Setar with another 4 big-man, squeezed in the same car

Erm, nothing much I could recall from the year of 2007 actually. I don’t remember much except tears, tears and still tears!
In the future, if possible, I don’t want to remember this year at all.
If i can use a graph to represent, I think the peak of my life should be in 2006, but it dropped tremendously in the year of 2007.
2006 is like, living in fairy tales, everything were not lasting…my whole life upside down.
2007 is just the process of switching things back to the original.
It’s painful. Love life left a big wound, career moved back to Malaysia, no longer travel for work, gaining back my kg(s)
But looking back, its all anger, sadness, and the worst thing is, I realised I really got old! Moreover got old without anything worth of my precious age!!!!
Approaching 30s, gal at my age, should have been a mother of at least a steady partner or got married like most of my friends do.
And what did I achieve???
Funny, still a blur, emotional Ongki.

But anyway, being travelled to Alor Setar to witness PS’s wedding at the end of the year, I know what should I do in 2008.
Seeing PS laughing so cheerfully, I think I remember how I used to be happy-go-lucky and laugh as silly as he do now.
Then, looking at the ppl around me like Scott, GE, WB…I feel warm. I told GE, “I’ve got so many friends, it doesn’t worth it”.

Hey, HAPPY NEW YEAR! It’s 1.04am of 1st Jan, 2008!

The coming new year, I want to start living my life to the fullest, of course, history told me that, not all things come smooth, there must be hiccups here and there.
So I am telling myself, I must learn and practise how to achieve a good mental to cope and to strike!

At work
1) Do my Eisentech project well, must have confidence, I aim to ask for increment once the project is well done
2) Learn from my managers, their capabilities, strategy – i cannot be a turtle, hidden under the shell anymore!

Life
1) Attend Juan’s graduation this coming May in Sydney and to visit Jun in Melbourne.
2) To achieve 50K before new house is ready to move in – whether to move in is another story
3) Do not be easily mentally affected.
4) Must have a balance and healthy lifestyle – spend time with family, friends and not just playing with the computer
5) Keep good health, sleep early, wake up early!
6) one last time, NEVER VISIT HIS WEBSITE ANYMORE!!!! Ongki, no one can hurt you except yourself!!!!! Let go!!!!!!!!!!!!

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