First MBA group presentation…not too satisfactory
It was 80% well prepared.
It was 100% well delivered.
It was 20% well questioned and answered.
It was 0% of my performance…
Quite dissapointed. I think it can be better, if like what I thought of, emphasis on example of cases, but I have failed to convince my group member and worst is, I didn’t trust myself, and didn’t even try to fight for it. Blame no one but myself.
The most critical failure was when the professor dedicated a question to me, and I failed to answer, although with the help of my group member but it was a disaster because I eventually realized that he’s doing that because he wanted to test my understanding on the subject.
I feel terribly bad but still manage to persuade myself that it’s a good beginning, good point to start the real life learning. Never ever forget my rationale to join a MBA course, not because of the certificate but to learn.
Learn on the business, learn to communicate, learn to gain confidence!
I believe, with hard work, I can get the understanding, but without the business knowledge and the skill to present it are two major factors that will hinder me.
I can’t believe that, it’s difficult for me to listen to what most of the people say in the class…could it be that I am already partially deft?
Anyway, my mind couldn’t stop thinking of the appropriate way to answer the professor.
I just sent him an email, giving the answer that I can think is the best. At least I can sleep better after this.
I would have to say, I am sitting in a very tough class, but the good thing is I have a very positive and dedicated team. We have spend a lot of efforts and sleepless night to prepare for this presentation.
Although result are not that expected, because i really expect high, but as everyone said, ‘it’s a learning process’.
I must say, this Malay guy we have in the team is amazing. He’s such a real strategist. He turned his idea into execution. Basically the whole presentation arrangement and contents are based on his idea.
Although there are parts that I don’t agree but I think he’s a very nice person.
He knows himself bossy, but he also said that he welcomed debate, positive one, and pitching ideas through each other. I can’t help but to admire his fast thinking, persuasive skill, strategic thinking but most of all, his willingness to guide, at least to me. I can also learn how does he gain the confidence. Well, he has been a business consultant for so many years, and how am I? But I believe, with efforts and a lot of hard works, its not a problem. Ganbatte!!!!!
And I must also compliment this superb uncle for his steady presentation skill. Put in some humor although no one laugh, hahaha….a real marketing guy…
As for SCH, I think he’s been working really hard too, which he said, almost collapsed.
After all, little failure is the mother of all success. I enjoyed so much of all this experience.
No worry, we have second chance to prove again, where we determined to do better.
It should be even better, i am sure of that!
And after this, i gotta get back to focus on my job. For the past 2 weeks, my life has been upside down, I was basically a vampire when I was in the office. And my task is progressing sooooooo slow….that my manager finally came to ask for updates. I feel guilty but I promise to focus once my presentation is over.
Oh yes, not to forget, the group work for Innovation Management. I have a feeling that my group members must be cursing me for not contributing. Oh well…I am worn out, exhausted…boh lat!!!!!
If you wonder…
If you wonder off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home
My Commitments
I have thousand of things to do, and I have limited time, these are all my commitments….
But when i am mentally overloaded, looking at those scattered books on my bed, which are waiting for me to be read,
I give up and walk away to watch tv.
But remember those are my commitments, I remind myself, another 30 mins, I need to start on scheduling, and do things bit by bit. Just do as much as possible. Nothing is difficult when you put in efforts and determination.
The Xeers
We are from XeerSoft. We are the proud Xeers. And this is how we look like,
Ops, me missing, here is how someone draw of me, looks too good 
Personality by birth date? Sounds true eh…
好奇心重，
Full of curiosity,
喜歡不斷創新；
Like to invent new things constantly,
具有獨特的魅力，能吸引別人注意；
Has own attractiveness, able to capture others attention,
禁不住誘惑，喜歡冒險和尋求刺激。
Couldn’t resist temptation, likes to take risks and seek excitements,
優點是果敢，勇往直前，企圖心強，充滿靈感和創意。
Good trait is brave, carry on bravely, ambitious, full of inspiration and creativity,
缺點是容易衝動，不按牌理出牌，容易被欺騙。
Bad trait is easily get touched, doesn’t act according to logic.
Networking….
I like this quote, taken from kennysia.com,
In life, nobody ever goes through success alone.
You’ll get what that truly means when you are doing a MBA…..
Innovation Management, second class
This was the second class of IM.
It’s getting more interesting and I like it.
The only difficulty I have in the class is when we are like the world representatives gathering, because we have students from India, Norway, Korean, Tanzania, South Africa, Indonesia, Australia … and few more unknowns to me but definitely not Malaysian, that speaks many versions of English.
Especially those Indians, blame my English is not up to the level, I couldn’t catch them fully. 
Although the first class I attended last week left me with deep impression as of how active were these guys but today I felt that, they just knowing everything, whether they apply their knowledge into the business concept is another story.
We have to choose a company to do research on for our group work assignment.
And, I suggested Nintendo, because I am very proud of myself beating almost everyone in the office in the Tennis game 
Never do I realized that Nintendo is actually positioned on the 5th Most Innovation firm listed by the BCG, Boston Consulting Group.
I don’t know but I just felt that the Wii is a great machine!!!
And today the company suggestion is well received and everyone agree to proceed.
HJ, the Korean even said I can be the group leader.
I laughed out loud and said spontaneously, ‘…but I am only good at playing the Nintendo Wii’.
Everyone laughed.
Couldn’t help but I find myself, too straightforward and just couldn’t have enough ‘processing’ time in my mind to re-package my dialogue before blurbing it out!
Today learnt about Blue Ocean strategy. Came back and researched, realized Nintendo is one of the company managed to swim out from the Red Ocean and found their Blue Ocean!!!
I would like to thank XeerSoft, thank MD for rewarding us with the Wii.
Congratulations to you and I !!!!
Do you know how I feel about you now?
Yes, hate + anger yes, but it’s no longer affecting my emotion, it’s kept deeply in my heart.
It’s not possible the anger will gone.
But what I want to express now is, I remember you for what I used to admire in you, especially your dedication in work.
At this moment, I am looking at my company codes and database, found it very very complicated and while I am matching the database structure with the codes, I recalled how you used to draw all the database diagrams onto many A4 papers and then use the cellophone tapes to combine them together into one piece of very big paper, that can be folded back into an A4 size.
I recalled when you kneel down on the floor doing this. I am very impressed with your dedication.
I am pretty sure no one, at least in my company will do this.
Even myself, always have the urge to do that, but in the end, the thought will be killed after seeing more complicated things in the program.
But I want to learn from you. Congratulations to you for bringing positive influence to me, and congratulations to I for remembering you for your good deeds.
Congratulations!!!!
情人节快乐。。。你快乐吗？？？
今天情人节， 你做了什么？？
我在下午3pm 才起床。 前天都没睡，在玩 facebook 的 poker. 都是那个肥肥的错，在引诱我。
然后，家都没人，“孤零零” 的我就去了卖东西吃。
这星期吃了好多maggi mee. 所以，在特别的日子，很想吃好的。
对自己说，心想吃什么就去买什么。不管肥不肥了啦。
不能控制的就让它发生吧，能够控制的，那还要管这么多吗？？ 那人生活来是干吗的？？
所以，就买了版面加料，然后KFC, kopi o’ bing.
拿着一包两包回家，感觉很满足。
发觉自己真的好像一個猪. 啊。。。不管啦。人生短短几十年，算了把。
就算是，我也是一个很用功的猪。吃了饱饱过后，就开工了。
做得很爽，可是做得还要好都没用，老版不会赞我的。
不是应位老板不好，是应为我不是在做该做的任务而是在做一些吃力不讨好的东西。
“吃力不讨好” – 这句话，常常让我想起小梁了。他以前就是这样劝我的。
可是很paiseh,到现在还没盖的坏习惯。
小梁阿小梁，很想你哦。可是想到你就很自然想起另外一个。
想到另外一个，就是想到北京的眼泪。不啦。。。很难才冲那个洞爬起来，不要再掉近去了。
过去的就让它成为记忆吧。要看前面。
其实，我还以为今年可以跟某些人过一个真真的情人节。
我有给他机会，也是给自己的尝试，很遗憾，到现在还是没好结果。那就拴了吧。。。无能为力。。
不适合就是不适合。
其实，看到姐姐的痛苦，我也在一次开了心的门。就是他不珍惜。 那我没办法哦。
而此，我一个人又不是不能活。我还有我的爸爸妈妈。
晚上，他们叫我去吃饭。平常都不跟。可是今天想跟他们渡过这个情人节。
情人节本来就是要跟你爱的人庆祝的。他们就是我现在最爱的人了。
然后我们一家三口就吃的饱饱回家。
又吃。。。aih。。。
回家又是开工。 可是现在我该做我应该做的东西了。
发现自己做错了。要用另外一个方法。
然后现在就用了好久的时间在写这个。
太久没用中文写了。。。有点曼。。也可能很多错字。
然后很多人就会笑我。不管啦。。我开心就好。。。
送自己的红玫瑰。。。
不够。。。还有。。
最喜欢。。。
