I couldn’t believe my eyes. I was shocked to see his message, that…he broke up with his gf. How could he! I can remember vividly, how he firmly told me when we were at university that he and gf will not be apart. I know he can easily got attracted to girls, but I thought his inner self is not like that. I am really surprise, angry, sad and …. oh dear, what’s gonna happen to his EX-gf!
The whole world seems to be turning up and down. It’s like everything changes…
From myself to my friends. From AD, a happy-go-lucky to a cancer patient, from keeping distance with ccy, to going out often now…from not going out with cy, to a future trip with her.
But i realise its going to a good direction.
Maybe a good thing for stan, at least i will not see him, with struggling face everytime asking for yum cha. But does this ending is really an ending to that struggle? or is it another beginning of struggles? only he knows….i let him know frankly that i dun like his decision, i know its NOMY anyway!
I really loves the couples, Stan n gf, Bee n Sct. But it turned out that, they are dissapointing me. Well, maybe I should really get awake from my dream, there aren’t any one love on life. At least me myself, got infactuated to few before.
How could a human can be as determine as Gustri Putri n Hang Tuah.
There are many Sultan Mahmud, but not them. If someone ask me what do i see in love, i would say, it should be really miracle. Because only miracle can show me the existance of true love. That is how i define. But i myself is conflictng with my inner self all the times. Do i really love LJ? or is it just my stupid philosophy on my so called ‘love once a life’? I don;t know…I feel like I am already lost in the maze and fed up to search for the way out. And i actually don’t bother to get the way, just let it be.
Oh well…let’s get back to my wonderful days since the past 2 weekends.
Erm, so i had a leave on Monday, ended up just wasting the precious day with CKY at KLCC 🙁
But last saturday, cy, feli n i went to Genting and luck’s on us, we won quite a pretty RM50! Hehe, glad, i was proud of myself for able to ‘sense’ quite accurtately at the ‘Dai Sai’ table. Hehe…Although just a few hours up there, but it’s just enough for me else, i might give back the money to uncle lim, as i can feel my greedy voice to bet more if i’ve got chance to stay longer.
Then we met up with ccy and others after they attended the CRS gathering. I felt bad for not able to go, but i was telling myself, if LJ was there, I might be there sharp at 6! Hehe…not again….ongki, ongki, wake up!
And then on Sunday, what did i do ya? i think i slept until 4pm, then go for car wash and then watch tv, bought watermelon..i think so…
then on monday, we went sg. wang for countdown, after a wasteful day with cky in the afternoon. i’ve never been in such a happening big party before. its marvellous, although I did not really enjoy to the top la…still, it brings me a good merdeka eve to be remembered.
NOMY = non of my business